What I find increasingly hard about writing a blog entry everyday is how to be absolutely frank with what I felt and thought. I guess the reoccurring theme of being concerned by what other people are thinking is taking centre stage and this blog is proving to make me as uncomfortable as the red lipstick.
In a discussion with my best friend about my blog, red lips,and me, I realised that perhaps it may take someone else to truly capture how I felt today. And if I am going to try to be frank, I am not big on "feelings." I am guarded and the red lipstick forces introspection and openness. Today I posed a question to myself: why am I this colossal contradiction who feels completely emancipated from the judgement of strangers yet bound by the opinions of those close to me?
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